I’ve read it everyday.

I don’t read it everyday, but couple of times a night.

I check my mail when ever windows pop up with a new unread mail in my account, checked the new mail, and after deleting all the new mails, the un-trashed mail comes back up. Yours of course is the most recent one. It made me read it. Over and Over again.

I think I’m starting to absorb it. Maybe, I’ve been like this for too long, I can go back to the reason why I did it like that. Ha. You know…those days where you’re trying to fit into a group because no one wanted you in your group, similar to the movie “Mean Girl”. That’s the only thing I thought of. Hmmm. I know your not good at this explaining thing, I’m still a bit not too clear and fully understood.  So its me that gets everyone upset, okay, i guess i have to control myself to be more quiet aye… i talk to other friends more….which i always do..in class